Just need to vent for a second.
I’m really over being a SAHM. I just can’t do it anymore. Honestly it’s mainly hard for me because of how damn lonely it is. My boyfriend works 12 hour days so I watch my son from when he wakes up to when he goes to bed. By the end of the day I am way too tired to even attempt to have a social life and see my friends or even spend time with my boyfriend who lives with me so I usually just go to sleep. I feel like I have no time for myself or my relationship anymore and I’m going a little crazy. I just REALLY miss hanging out with people my age. Don’t get me wrong I’m so grateful that I am able to stay home and watch my son but for me staying home all the time has put a huge toll on my mental health. Being at home has always made me anxious since I was a little girl. I always have liked to get out of the house and go on adventures and do fun random things. But since I got pregnant and had my son I can’t do those kind of things anymore and I really miss it😭😭 my boyfriend and I we would used to just get up and drive to another state hours away just because we were bored, and now were just home all the time. I feel like I’m losing myself and idk what to do. I would love to be able to go out and do something fun but I don’t have the time or money or a babysitter to do so.
If you took the time to read this whole thing then thank you for listening, I just needed to get that off my chest
Remember when it comes to being a sahm you absolutely can not forget about yourself. Whether it's a nice bubble bath with a few candles lit while playing some jams, finding a hobby or simply napping when the little ones are resting..make time for you😉 and make sure you inform your husband what is needed for yourself. I'm sure he'll understand.