Starting TWW. Anyone else?

I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

How do you like not get fired being sick and nauseated all the time during pregnancy? I couldn’t go to work for two out of my three shifts this week and I’m at work now and I threw up again and I’m still miserable 😭 HOW

My stomach is sooo heavy at this point I’m ready for these 4 weeks to fly by !! Idk why my stomach be so huge for my kids to come weighing 5/6 pounds at 39 weeks they be so tiny compared to most the babies in the nursery !!! Maybe I carry a lot of water idk but it makes no sense and I guarantee when I go for my sono next week when I turn 36 weeks they gone say she’s only 4 pounds right now !!!

How did y’all get your 17 month old to start actually trying to say words ? I feel like a 17 months she should be saying more and it’s making me feel like I’m not doing my part but she’s not even trying when I’m trying to teach her .

I know patience is the key but I’ve never had patience and this is irritating 🤦🏾‍♀️😭