So from what my mom and husband was telling me is that I could have died while giving birth to my…

So from what my mom and husband was telling me is that I could have died while giving birth to my son on June 3rd 2019! I could have died because I didn’t have a c-section like I should have, I could have died because I got cut to the 4th degree and I was loosing a lot of blood and they was talking about sending me off at one point!! I could have died y’all!!! I will say that during labor I was so tired and so weak, I kept falling asleep and I could barley keep my eyes open! After the doctor got my son out she made everyone leave the room to stitch me back up down below and I still could

Barley keep my eyes open I was so weak and tired. Y’all I just want to say how blessed I am to be alive to be able to still be here in this world and God a purpose for me being here! I’m so blessed that God said it’s not my time and continued to let me be in on this earth with my family and kids!!! Like before I had my son I always always told my husband that no matter what happens during this birth always know I love you!! Because you never know when it can be your time to go!! If I would have died on that table my husband would have been a widower single dad, he would have had to take care of these babies without his wife and our kids a mother!! God is amazing and I’m truly blessed!! I just needed to say that!! God is good!! 💙💙💖💖