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So the girl who found out she was pregnant in the middle of my very first two week wait just had her baby. Normally idc…

So the girl who found out she was pregnant in the middle of my very first two week wait just had her baby. Normally idc about other people having babies when I'm having trouble doing it myself... I never hold it against someone, or get bitter and resentful. At the end of the day, I'm happy for them. But idk, I guess because literally it could gave been me? It's so hard to not get jealous. Like, knowing what I know now, there's nothing I could have done because I likely had at least the beginnings of PCOS then, so even in perfect conditions i don't think i would have conceived, but I can't help the dumb hind brain that is upset over this. We could have had our babies on the exact same day but instead she has her baby and me, I've got all these fucking opks, lol.

Next month I've decided to Hail Mary it and just see what happens, so I'm getting my last 2 samples and inseminating twice during ovulation. This way, if I still dont get pregnant, at least now I know, and I can take the summer and just not stress over it until I have to money to order new samples (which will have to be from a different donor because my guy is all out and no longer donating...).

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄

Who else has financial issues within their relationship?? Or am I just lucky 🙄🙄 Not sure if I'm being just mean or what. But my SO used $160 from me this morning. I gave him my bank card because he needed $60 to get material for work. His boss was going to give it back to him at the end of the day. So instead of $60 he took out $160. Which I was a little pissed. (One of the reasons I just can't let him use my card. I have to go get the money from the atm myself if I'm giving it to him) then, tonight he asked for $20 incase his boss didn't give it to him. So I gave him my card not even thinking because I had kids running around me. I asked if he could pick up a few things that were out of and told him he could use my card if he has too. And I even told him not to get the expensive brands or anything m generic is fine. So he does. But when he does he decides to go Easter shopping for the kids. (Not sure if he used to my card or not) but if he did, I'd be even more pissed. He knows I have bills to pay on top of giving my son's school money that I owe them. He goes to a private school and I haven't paid in 5 months. It's towards the end of school now so I need to pay it. He knows this month I am extremely tight because of the school, im already in debt and my credit score sucks. I have been trying not to get in more debt and actually fix my credit. I'm so frustrated. It's like we have different priorities and different ideas on this. I feel like I'm completely drowning!!