CD1 not sure if I want to go full on with ttc using ovulation tests and tracking temps and everything or just let it be..

We lost our daughter last year in May and I’m not going to lie it has been killing me since last month. I first found out I was pregnant February last year and surprised my bf with the news for his bday March 4 so this past month has been emotional for both of us.

He wants to continue trying tho and is looking forward to us getting pregnant again. I just don’t know what to do.