I have felt like a terrible mom the last couple days. After we lost my special needs brother in law we’ve all been emotional and I haven’t been the mom I should. I feel terrible for my low patience and I just want to run away. I’m tired. Tired of trying to be strong. Tired of dealing with my husbands family. Tired of my baby’s schedule being messed up. Tired of everything. I’m. Just. Tired.