I feel like total fuck up in my life right now. I’m no longer with the father of my babies because he has made it clear it really does care about us or our needs. I got in a huge fight with my sister I was staying with and now no longer have a place to stay. I wish things weren’t like this I love my sister and I hate how things are now. I’m so stressing because now I don’t know what I’m going to do babies are coming in a matter of weeks and me and my life are a mess. #ifailatbeingamom