So excited for my best friends baby coming, but also kinda jealous and angry that I didn’t get to…
So excited for my best friends baby coming, but also kinda jealous and angry that I didn’t get to experience a normal child birth. I feel like that was taken from me and made such a traumatic experience. I also know i’m gonna have to walk past the nicu when I go to see them and i’m not ready for that
Elizabeth Hebert·
I’m sure if you explained to her how being in the hospital would make you feel, she would understand. If she loves you that much she wouldn’t want to make you experience something that would hurt you.
If you feel like it’s something you have to do and push through, I hope it doesn’t hurt you and that it’s something you can handle