This is getting so real. I can cry. Today I am. Late. Decided to use a test that cost more than a…

This is getting so real. I can cry. Today I am. Late. Decided to use a test that cost more than a soft drink. It is real. My breast hurt, my CM is so much more. This is a shock. I have pcos. It took 4 years to conceive my angel baby. 3 months for my second angel. 8 months for my rainbow girl who is 17 months old (born at 25w3d). I am absolutly shook. I've been ttc for about 13 months with a 17 month old at home. This month I didnt do anything different. I ate like a trash panda, did increase my water intake and I can verify that last month, didnt have to use pain meds for head aches. I felt good this cycle. My cycle last period was the normal light. I did feel ovulation pain, but nothing too bad and I did not experiance implanting bleeding. I'm not really crampy or anything. Just back hurt, nose like a dog, boobs hurt, broke out on my chest with acne (never happens), BO, my daughter is CLINGY as heck. Also been doing a lot of moving out of the way type of things. Using more words, doing more things with toys and tools, eating like a big girl, using her cup more, I'm trying potty training, etc. I'm actually really excited and happy. I wont get my hopes high until I get to the dating scan. But ahhhhh. Baby dust to everyone. I am praying this is my sticky.