‼ TRIGGERWARNING‼ I know last night I posted that our baby had passed but I wanted to give a…

‼️TRIGGERWARNING‼️

I know last night I posted that our baby had passed but I wanted to give a background. Maybe someone else on here unfortunately experienced what I am going through?

Thursday, went to my OB and get a bedside ultrasound. The Dr said the baby was moving around so much that she couldn’t find the heart beat but she was not concerned because of how fast and much the baby was moving. *mind you I was suppose to be measuring 12w6d**

I mentioned to the dr how small I felt the baby looked.. I know they’re not huge at 12 weeks but in my gut the baby just looked so so small😞

She assured me not to worry and that at genetics testing ultrasound they can get a better look on a bigger screen. So we went home.

Following day 10am me and my daughter Bella went to genetics testing. The Ultrasound woman asked me “.. how many weeks are you..?”

I said 12w6d, I’m here for genetics.

She then began to say she’s sorry a lot. It didn’t quite clicked for me . Then she said we’re going to do transvaginal ultrasound. That’s when I realized the baby was not moving at all. But I still had hope and it didn’t ‘click’. She just kept apologizing and told me to get dressed. That when it sunk in that I wouldn’t be leaving with pictures of my healthy baby. Dr said I’m measuring at 11w2d .

Now today I am set up for a appointment about where we go from here and I’m so lost. I have no idea what to expect😞