Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
opinions? I told Jeff I want to leave. He said that he doesn't love me and I feel the same way about him. However when I asked him if I could keep paying my share of the bills while saving enough to leave he said if I'm going to leave I need to go now. This is what he always does. He says he doesn't want me but when I try to leave he manipulates me.
I am so stressed right now!!! My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me. I feel like I should not see any at this point.
Since everyone is telling me to.. Here it is.. Well on mom life you stated your procedure was for a hole in your stomach.. But on instagram you "kicked cancers ass" and basically had throat cancer?.. I don't like liars!! Why lie?! I lost the people i loved most to cancer! That's not something to fucking joke about! I lost all respect for you! And if you really do have cancer why lie on mom life saying it was for a hole in your stomach?it just makes no sense to me!
😵 How do you tell the father of your child that you don't see him as your husband in the future. I love him but I'm not in love with him. He has been asking to get married but I don't know. your supposed to want to be around that person every chance you get. but if he calls me I'm instantly annoyed. if he touches me I get annoyed if he wants a kiss I get annoyed. He is a great guy he loves his baby and he works so hard to provide for us but I'm just meh. I feel guilty and so ungrateful. I'm 19 and he's 22 we've been. together for 2 and a half years and I've known him since elementary school. should I stick with it and make it work or should I let it go. thoughts please
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So pretty!
Marissa🥀··
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Thank you ❤
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I am proud of you! I lost the true love of my life almost 5 years ago. I have still not gotten to the place you are. You should be really proud of yourself! The self motivation that it takes it a special characteristic that you clearly have. I am sorry for your loss.
Marissa🥀··
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I am so sorry you're on the same journey. This shit is definitely not easy. I find some days can be easier than others. Like yesterday I was okay but today the empty feeling took over. I've been going to therapy since about a month after his death and its helped so much. I don't feel guilty for getting angry with him sometimes because I now know its normal. And when I feel like crying I don't hold it back anymore. I know he'd want me to be happy and move on. And taking a step to learning to love myself is the best I can do right now. Baby steps.