I'm trying to teach myself how to love me again. Losing someone you were ready to spend forever with takes a huge toll on your confidence especially when they were your confidence builder. My hubby constantly made me feel beautiful and sexy. Whether it was the way he looked at me or his little "damn baby" comments. March 2nd will be 6 months since hes been gone and Im slowly starting to build it back up. I want to love me the way he loved me. I want to be happy the way he'd want me to be.
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I am so sorry you're on the same journey. This shit is definitely not easy. I find some days can be easier than others. Like yesterday I was okay but today the empty feeling took over. I've been going to therapy since about a month after his death and its helped so much. I don't feel guilty for getting angry with him sometimes because I now know its normal. And when I feel like crying I don't hold it back anymore. I know he'd want me to be happy and move on. And taking a step to learning to love myself is the best I can do right now. Baby steps.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
opinions?
I told Jeff I want to leave. He said that he doesn't love me and I feel the same way about him. However when I asked him if I could keep paying my share of the bills while saving enough to leave he said if I'm going to leave I need to go now. This is what he always does. He says he doesn't want me but when I try to leave he manipulates me.
I am so stressed right now!!!
My OB doesn’t want to take me anymore because I am too “high risk” so I got a new one they don’t want to see me either. They referred me to a group one hour way from my house. But there is only one high risk dr and he doesn’t know if he could see me.
I feel like I should not see any at this point.
😵 How do you tell the father of your child that you don't see him as your husband in the future. I love him but I'm not in love with him. He has been asking to get married but I don't know. your supposed to want to be around that person every chance you get. but if he calls me I'm instantly annoyed. if he touches me I get annoyed if he wants a kiss I get annoyed. He is a great guy he loves his baby and he works so hard to provide for us but I'm just meh. I feel guilty and so ungrateful. I'm 19 a...
Enjoying some fun in the sun ☀️
Don’t come for me about him not wearing a life jacket. I don’t want to hear it. He was fine 🙄
I am proud of you! I lost the true love of my life almost 5 years ago. I have still not gotten to the place you are. You should be really proud of yourself! The self motivation that it takes it a special characteristic that you clearly have. I am sorry for your loss.