I'm so tired. Wore out. I don't get enough sleep. I've gotten so fat and I'm not losing any weight. But with everything…

I'm so tired. Wore out. I don't get enough sleep. I've gotten so fat and I'm not losing any weight. But with everything I feel and everything I hate about myself now this boy makes everything worth it. I could not feel more love for anyone else on this earth. I tear up when I think about how much I love him. I tell him constantly even though he can't understand me. I'm so blessed to have him in my life.