I'm on Escitalopram and Hydroxyzine for Anxiety, PTSD, and depression... I missed a couple days, completely not on purpose, and I took my nightly one a few hours ago. Well, I feel like it's so pointless to take them because I honestly don't feel any different since starting them. I feel like I have to put on a show for everyone. I feel like all eyes are on me and if I don't laugh and whatnot, they'll act like I'll just lose it and attempt suicide or something. I'm freaking out more now because not only is today my birthday, but I finally found out that I start work on Friday. I'm terrified and don't feel like I'm ready. I have to work whether I want to or not... I don't even know what to do. I want to scream, cry, run away, and hide...
End of October, I think. I can't remember without checking my planner..
I've missed a couple days before because I'd fall asleep too early, but doc said it was fine. I don't see him again for another month.
@chaaaachix
Give it time it takes awhile to kick in.
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What are the essential that I need for baby? I think I'm starting to bug out like I don't have it all.
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A new guy at work just tickled the back of my neck! I cringed and told him "Don't ever touch me, that weirds me out!" On Monday he pulled my braid as I was grabbing parts for him, I also told him don't ever do that. Ugh. I don't feel comfortable working with him EVER! A coworker told me that when she walked past he said "what's cooking good looking". I feel he doesn't deserve to work here. I can't feel like I'm going to be harassed at work. Like who does that?? I'm so creeped ou...
When did you start them? Missing days can mess you up big time. Not the hydroxyzine cuz it’s just an antihistamine but the lexapro needs to be taken everyday otherwise your body starts to withdrawal.