They tell you it'll get easier but it's not every day just gets worse. I miss him so much. And I officially hate the holidays. I just a fake a smile for our son at this point but I'm actually dreading waking up Christmas morning to watch him open presents without daddy there. I wouldn't wish this pain on my own worst enemy.

Getting pooped on in the tub #momlife
SN: I was taking pictures of him and I just happened to snap the picture at the same time .
herpes..
I'm soo sad. I've been with my husband 6 years next month. Him and SS get cold sores I thought I would never get them. Blahhh my lip is soo swollen it hurts and its soo damm itchy. I hate it I hate it. My husband just got one 3 weeks ago I didn't kiss him or share cups. :(
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Is there anyone that didn’t get their drivers license until they were older? My brother still hasn’t taken his test. (mother and Aunt would rather get him an ID so he can start working and take him to and from work) just curious to see if it’s more common than I think.
I don’t think the pain ever fully goes away, you just get better at coping with it and dealing with it and in turn you will feel better. If you believe in god, pray. If you aren’t going to therapy, you should be. Sometimes letting it out to a stranger is really the best thing you can do. Reach out to people who can help you. Let yourself cry. The pain will always be there but things will get better.