Ive been so down lately... I'm so excited for my girl to be here but with my sister making comments about how I look, my family on Thanksgiving making comments about my weight, and my husband never wants to touch (sexually) I feel like a gross pig... And im really tough on myself about. I know I shouldnt be. But I thing that gets me the most is my husband.. Cause we used to so at it all the time. I get it he doesn't want to hurt me cause ive had so much pressur down there that it hurts sometimes to sit down. Ive told him that its okay and talked to him about it cause he turned me down and I have break down. That was almost 2 weeks ago and he still hasnt even tried so I'm starting to think its not about him being scared to hurt me. Now I think he isnt attracted to me anymore... I'm so sick of crying...