Lupus is definitely getting the better of me today. Can't keep my eyes open because of the fatigue. Pain in ALL the joints. Headache won't go away. 😥 I guess my body is telling me, definitively, that I need to prioritize my health a little higher. And my mind is telling me "and where do you plan to fit that in?" 😢
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Thank you. Going to attempt at some self care once I get both babies to bed.
@mrshammond17 oh, goodness...I get a little bit of rash from the sun and the little blisters across my chest, but they've never burst...
@mrshammond17 😢 I guess I'm pretty lucky in that aspect, because I have freckles anyways so it's not super obvious.
Aww I hope you can fit you into your busy schedule!!! And that you get a good nap in and feel better soon!🙏💞
@techie_grrl its because you're their world! But remember Mama they need you to be okay! Take that time, take them to the doctor with you whatever you need to do :-)
@familygrown thanks girl. I'm going to call Monday to get an appointment and get this figured out...
@techie_grrl Dooo ITTT! YOU have so many supporters, moms, about to bes, me, and your kids included!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
*UPDATE*
Ladiessssss so I was debating on sharing this information as it means a lot to me so at my anatomy appointment they are referring me to get a second more detailed sonogram specifically for the babies heart. They are telling me that my babies heart is undelvoped on the left side and that it is possible that she will need heart surgery after i deliver. There sending me to a whole nother hospital and the damn doctor even said that i might wanna consider ending my pregnancy 😩 smh all this ...
F my neighbor just knocked on my door to tell me I had a huge beehive in my tree. Wtf do I do about this thing? It’s huge!!
I am sick to death of my in laws telling me how fat Scarlett is, and asking me what I feed her! Does she look fat to you? No!
I really really hate the fact that I got stretch marks on my boobs. And it kinda bothers me when mommas tell me they are something to be proud of because it's my baby tattoos or my proof I was growing a miracle...I'm pretty sure once my son is in this world with me HE will be the proof I grew a miracle inside me. I know they try to make me feel better about it but there really is nothing beautiful about stretch marks! No matter how you put it.
Please do mommy! I know it's easier said than done though.