I feel sad. I don’t know if it’s my mental or real. I just feel so ugly. I’m 13 wk postpartum csection, I have lost 32lbs since giving birth. I run 2-3 times a week 2-3miles. Go to the gym 3 times a wk work on strength. I’m much stronger and my muscle has increased. But I still have cellulite butt, look little saggy to me, ugly stretch mark boobs, poofy tummy. I know it takes time but I just wanna feel good instead of being disgusted when I look in the mirror. It wouldn’t be so bad if my SO would have sex with me or treat me like I’m pretty. I feel like he finds me unattractive. I had a baby was on bed rest most of it. Only gain 19 pounds during pregnancy. But pregnancy took a tole on me. I should be proud of my body it made a beautiful boy. But I just keep seeing pictures of all these woman that had babies and look great. I’m trying. I don’t eat bad or junk but I can not count calories or go on struck diet. But I make healthier choices and portions. It’s just making me depressed. I feel hopeless. My baby won’t let me put him down so I can’t cook or clean. I just feel worthless. I’ve been checked on before when I was perfect me. In past 2 marriages. I’m scared he’s going to. No hints or anything just my fears from my baggage. What do you do to help make yourself feel better. I’d like some encouragement maybe some pictures of other moms supporting me showing your mom body’s. I’m trying to be proud of my mom body it’s just hard. I’m struggling.