Today is my c section... due to go in at 4pm... I’m completely freaking out... I can’t stop crying..…

Today is my c section... due to go in at 4pm... I’m completely freaking out... I can’t stop crying.. baby girl is feeling better but I don’t want to leave her for a few days. She will be at hospital to visit of course but somehow doesn’t feel the same. I’m gonna miss her so much!! I have re-packed my suitcase at least 5 times..