Breathe in and breathe out. Me and papa are up because he has a ear infection and strep and I just can’t sleep. So I get up get him a popsicle and I get my butter pecan gelato. Get back to the room and plop on the bed. I feel something literally fall out of my vagina. Calmly go to the bathroom and I see what I believe is the placenta. Like I just want to cry. But I can’t. I thought it was all over the bleeding had stop and than this happens. Like ugh. My heart aches again now. Worst thing is I don’t even know what it was. It was hard and firm 😔