@newlywedmama21, I get the same thing from my husband and his family. Every one keeps telling me I need meds. But that's not me. I don't like the way they make you feel. Do you ever get "Me time" to yourself? We all deserve a break

@ladyfreyja yeah I see a therapist and have meds but it's not working. Nothing ever does tho. And I'm the backbone for my family so nobody cares about my pain. .I just have to be there for everybody else ...then I'm "crazy" or have an "attitude" when I snap

I'm right there with you. I feel exactly the same. I'm seeing a therapist but I'm not on meds and don't want to be either. Most of the time I feel like I have nothing left in this world to keep me here. I never have anything to look forward to anymore. It's just the same thing every day. I missing doing the things that I loved doing and having pets. It's like it's what kept me alive and going. I wish I could help you but you are not alone. Are you seeing any one like a therapist?

@theymama it's pure hell and I just want it to be over. I've lost all hope and positivity for life period. It's a true struggle to get out of bed everyday but I have a kid in school, a toddler and an infant....a husband who works all the time and thinks his problems are always worse than mine. I used to be so happy.....and in love...... now I'm neither of those