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Chachi Martinez
Chachi Martinez
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I am not myself. Haven't been since I was a kid. I remember the WORST thing that has happened to me, clear as day. I…

I am not myself.

Haven't been since I was a kid.

I remember the WORST thing that has happened to me, clear as day. I block it out as much as possible because reliving the thought terrifies me.

It's not the first time I've had my heart broken, being a single mom, losing a child, flunking a grade, or anything I ever thought was a horrible experience.

This ONE person destroyed my life before I ever had a chance to experience the world. That's what gets to me the most. That person took something from me before I had a chance to speak up for myself.

Who am I today? I'm still the speechless child that hid under the covers in fear, but no one knows why.

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artsmommy

ArtsMommy

Мама сына-младенца

I myself been through a similar situation and completely understand what you mean by a person taking something away from you before you were old enough to even understand... let the truth out and vent I promise you will feel much better... good luck hun I’m here if you ever want to talk.

boymama523

Bye

I am so sorry about whatever happened to you. You were made for so much more. Please seek professional help, I bet you would be a changed person. Go to a church and open up to someone, don’t carry that with you! 💗

littlemedranos

Edna🌻

Мама сына (2 года), беременна (34 нед.)

Don’t feel like that girl. That one person that hurt you one day will pay, but you will always be a queen

I had my son two weeks before my fifteenth birthday. I was very, very young then and I personally believe my experience…

I had my son two weeks before my fifteenth birthday. I was very, very young then and I personally believe my experience with my pregnancy and all that was behind it has totally turnt me against having another child. Sometimes I think about it but other times I'm like, "oh hell no." I just feel as if I had another child I wouldn't be able to love it as my as my son. The whole thought about it has me really scared to even attempt to try.