
BD & I argued just now. It's over no more us seeing how things are going to go. He never wanted to be with me, I was just hoping for it...Feeling sick and disappointed in myself
Ooh girl I know this too well. You can do so much but no matter what when the love ain’t rooted deep, it won’t have a thing to do with the situation. I’m learning to put myself first. Forgive myself for allowing a person to have control over me and how I’m feeling. Rediscover myself, find that love from deep within and spread it all throughout my body and my life. I had to process the hurt. I had to feel every aspect of it and allow it to pass through. This is the season of learning and growth. It’s not going to be comfortable but it’s for the betterment of your true essence. Go for it. Make you and your baby that light of your life and watch how the whole vision/ perception changes. ☝🏽
Girl if I’ve learned anything it’s don’t stay Don’t do this. You deserve the world at your fingertips. I’m in a situation now that isn’t healthy and I’ll get where I need to go when the time comes but do you boo boo. Don’t ever let someone draw your stars
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Thank you ladies! Much love to you all!! XO