I love my daughter with every inch of me but I also envy every woman that is living the early years of her life with no kids 😢 It just gets so hard especially when you’re on your own. I have two jobs and still don’t feel like I’m doing enough. I don’t get breaks because after work I’m at another job and after that I have Niya . Sometimes I want to go back and change my decisions not because I don’t want my daughter but because I feel I am failing at being a mother and as a person in general. I just wish I could be in a better situation with her, she deserves soooo much better than this! As time goes on I feel more and more horrible like I’m doing so much and it’s not making a difference at all!!!!!!! 😢😭💔
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I had poodle bug at 23 which is not entirely early but also felt the same way. I’m also about to have IVF at 33 and scared shitless. And also still feel the same. Poo bear is 9 now and though this child is spoiled rotten I want more for him. More stability. Nicer home etc. we never stop feeling like a failure as a mother no matter how old we get. There is too much pressure on us and we always want better for them. Hold your head up beautiful!!!!!
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Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
I had my first when I was 17.
Even though I had her young. I see her now and where we are at and every struggle and thing I didn’t get to do, doesn’t matter. You may be missing out on some things during your Younger years but think of all the fun and exciting things you will be able to do when she’s a bit older and your still young :).