So I’ll just share this moment;

I had this ah-ha moment of “I’ve never known how to be content in my circumstances, I’m always looking at the next stage.” I feel like I missed my whole life wishing I was somewhere else, someone else, in a different position but not really working towards anything because I’m obsessively in my head. I want to really absorb this and sit with it and reflect on it because I don’t want to do that with my daughter. I don’t want to miss out on her because I’m somewhere else and I most certainly don’t want to teach her that train of thought.