
Looking at old selfies: Con: Wondering why and how you let yourself "go". Pro: Super realistic positive inspiration?
I don't know how I let myself get like this.
Picture from February 15th, 2017
@laynehelen, girl do not even feel bad. It can be such a roller coaster - life- but then having ppd and being a new mom and experiencing the effects on our bodies. I’m sorry you’re having such a rough time. But don’t beat yourself up. One small step at a time and one decision at a time.
I’ve struggled w my weight forever. I have gone up and down 50-60lbs. It’s frustrating and it’s embarrassing but you know what? It’s not impossible to lose weight.
Anyways, you’re beautiful and you see yourself through the worst eyes. Hang in there mama. I downloaded the 8fit app and that got me working out at home. Since then my workout routine has only grown and it helps me so much mentally. PM me any time 💖
Rereading what I wrote sounds like I'm just making excuses sorry. I know it's all on me and I should be doing more to help myself but honestly I've just been feeling a little extra down about it lately
@phoebesmommy, I'm overweight for the first time in my life. After my son I got PPD so bad that only recently I've been having more good days than bad but it's been so damn hot out that I can't even take my son or puppy out in the backyard because the padio is scolding.
What do you mean? What are you unhappy with???
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@phoebesmommy, I know I'm a bit late on this but thank you so much. All of that was really something I needed to hear/ read 💚