As the days get closer to me having Ryan, the worse my fears are. Everyone tells me it comes natural and to focus on the outcome, but what about everything in between? Im seriously terrified and I don’t know how to calm myself down. My shitty pain tolerance and my fear of needles isn’t making this any better. Ugh!😭😭
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Me and my daddy 😘😘😘😍😍😍
As next month is coming up fast and our baby girl will be here my axienty and fears are getting worse thinking how soon she’ll be here .. losing my son at 3 days old and leaving the hospital empty handed in March 2018 has left me completely traumatized and to have the fear of the leaving the hospital empty handed once again kills me .. I’m so thankful to have been blessed with my rainbow baby it definitely has helped to cope with the grieving .. my oldest never got to meet his baby brother once so just gettting to see him with his little sister just makes me so excited! 💙🙏😇💕🌈
my biggest fear (IMO) everyone has something that they are terrified of happening to them or something they always worry about.
