@erikanbethune2 thank you!

@terieg oh my goodness well im so sorry for your loss

@erikanbethune2 baby had Hydranencephaly, an extremely rare disorder which unfortunately I "caught". It wasn't discovered till I was well in the 2nd trimester. They put me on bed rest, but really there was nothing that could be done. No known cause/reason for it, but it's 100% fatal for the fetus, either in utero or at birth (stillbirth). And I don't mind the question. I've placed the experience in a good enough place where I can talk about it if asked.

@terieg its one of the hardest things ive ever had to go through in my life and if you don't mind me asking what do you mean by late pregnancy loss what happened?

I feel you... Well, I empathize 'cause I'm not on bed rest with twins, but I understand your frustration, and how mentally taxing that is. I was on bed rest before a late pregnancy loss, so I also get the depression, anxiety, etc. Taking kind words offered to me from someone else when I vented about being physically "done": it'll be over before you know it, and you'll be on the other side of pregnancy with a great smile. Take it one day at a time.