Hi everyone hope your well. It’s been a while since I’ve posted, things have been pretty stressful over the last few weeks. The girls dad and I decided to split up, almost a month ago now, we hadn’t been getting on for ages, we were arguing, spending more time apart than together and there was always an atmosphere around the girls which wasn’t fair on them. He’s moved in with his brother, he didn’t want me to move out with the girls and put them through the hassle of living somewhere they didn’t know. We’re on talking terms though and will continue to talk to each other and be on good terms for our girls sakes, he’s still there dad and a good one at that. We have a lot to sort out, such as the mortgage, the bills, money for the girls. I think though we will have to sell the house and I will find a smaller place for me and the girls there’s no way I can afford to pay it on my wage, especially when I’m on maternity leave, something I need to sort out, I think I will need to go back to work earlier than planned which I don’t want to do but needs must. Ruby also got rushed into hospital 2 weeks ago now and spent nearly a week there before being allowed home, thankfully she’s on the mend now. My biggest girl starts back school in just over a week, she’s really looking forward to that, we went out today to pick up the last of her uniform, she’s missing her daddy but speaks to him everyday and sees him most days, she understands that mummy and daddy just weren’t happy together anymore but we still love her and her sister and always will and they will always be number 1. Single parent life here I come.