Again...if I wasn't sober now I would be taking me a mfing xanny!!!!!!!!!
I was just saying If I wasn't sober now I would have done indulged on them (those weren't my choice drug though, I don't like them that much, I've took maybe one prescription my whole life like 6 years ago). Narcotics was my drug of choice.
I did take one of my buspirones (it's a non benzo, non addictive light nerve medication, it's helping since he upped my dose)
@aafountain. @tee-uh16 @ss3mom @fakoffyeh @its.a.bird I'm good ladies, just been a long day tryin to get stuff done and both kiddos aren't feeling well. I'm not thinking about relapsing so DONT WORRY ITS NOT HAPPENING lol its just one of those days us as moms have occasionally when nothing tends to go as planned and house is a wreck and can't do shit about it with babies clung to me, even with a carrier lol
Hope you feel better soon! If you need to vent I’m here to listen. 😘
Hope everything is alright. You can always message me if you need to talk.
What’s going on? Everything ok? I agree with @its.a.bird, maybe try a meeting or a counselor
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@its.a.bird yes ma'am, and counseling :)