@its.a.bird yes ma'am, and counseling :)

I was just saying If I wasn't sober now I would have done indulged on them (those weren't my choice drug though, I don't like them that much, I've took maybe one prescription my whole life like 6 years ago). Narcotics was my drug of choice.

I did take one of my buspirones (it's a non benzo, non addictive light nerve medication, it's helping since he upped my dose)

@aafountain. @tee-uh16 @ss3mom @fakoffyeh @its.a.bird I'm good ladies, just been a long day tryin to get stuff done and both kiddos aren't feeling well. I'm not thinking about relapsing so DONT WORRY ITS NOT HAPPENING lol its just one of those days us as moms have occasionally when nothing tends to go as planned and house is a wreck and can't do shit about it with babies clung to me, even with a carrier lol

Hope you feel better soon! If you need to vent I’m here to listen. 😘

Hope everything is alright. You can always message me if you need to talk.

What’s going on? Everything ok? I agree with @its.a.bird, maybe try a meeting or a counselor