why do I feel so guilty for even THINKING about dating? I'm a 22 year old mom of a 3 yo & 1 yo.. I live with my mom because I didn't listen when I was told how bad my bd was for me. so I went back to him and got pregnant. I left him for the first time when my daughter was about 9 months. took him back when she was about 1 1/2, knowing damn well he didn't change and got pregnant with my son. left him for good when I was in my second trimester. I feel so useless as a mom, a daughter, and as a person in general... I want to meet someone, but I don't think I should because my kids are so little and I don't even know how to date. my bd was the first guy I dated face to face. the others before were back when people would meet on MySpace. lmao. so it's all new to me. especially now. am I ranting? sorry. I'll stop.