Sorry I have not been on lately, but I would rather not ruin other peoples moods. Since my son passed and I had to give birth to him after he passed away at almost full term, I feel so angry and annoyed by other mothers who are giving birth or have given birth and get to love there babies and watch them grow. I feel so guilty for feeling this way but I can't control it.
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I used to try and hold in crying around my son until last month he saw someone else crying and said they are a cry baby because mommy never cries.. I realized he needs to know it’s okay to have feelings so now I just let it flow ❤️❤️❤️❤️
It is hard. I was resentful for years and couldn't be around expecting moms or their kids. I wish I could say the pain goes away, because it doesn't. But it does get easier over time, I promise you.
There is nothing wrong with feeling that way, my mom lost my brother during birth and it took her nearly 10 years to be somewhat human again. I could never understand your pain but I do know that is one of the hardest things to go through, if it gets too dark please don’t be afraid to seek help I know a lot of women who have had to after something similar. Keeping you in my thoughts!
@tattedmommy2018, it’s ok to show emotions around them. Having feelings is completely normal and healthy. You need to let yourself feel the way you feel in order to heal.
It just sucks he would have been 2 weeks old today. I hold in my feelings around my other children because I don't want them to see how weak I can be as a person. I want them to think I am a strong person. I have never felt so alone my whole life with so many people around me trying to help.
I’m so sorry! ❤️ Please don’t feel guilty for the way you’re grieving. It’s completely understandable and normal.
I’m sorry for your loss. Anger is part of healing, allow yourself to feel whatever you need to.
No one can fault you for feeling that way hun ❤️ I’m sorry about your lil one 😥
I want to have sex so bad , this waiting game is no joke 🙄😩😂 how soon after giving birth did you ladies do the nasty 😩😂??
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Who all are you having in the room with you while giving birth?
Why can't other mom's just be there for other mom's and work together and help each other not bash other mom's because when other mom's bash other mom's it makes us feel like we aren't doing a good job at least that's how I feel when I get bashed.
I'm gonna be so uncomfortable with having to use pads after giving birth. I absolutely hate pads. I haven't used them since I was about 15. 😖
Started writing out my birth plan. Hoping to have a natural birth without any drugs. I really hope I don't give in to the epidural or any other drug when the time comes....so nervous. Oh well I just gotta think God made us with the capability to give birth without drugs and that at the end it'll be worth it to have a baby with no drugs in his system. I'll look at it as the first sacrifice I have to make as a mother. No pain no gain right lol
It will get easier over time.. I miscarried before my son was born and I was torn up to pieces.. but when I look at my son I feel better.. ❤️ you will never stop loving that child because they are still your baby.. they are just watching out for you in heaven ❤️❤️