Thank you for all the encouragement and kind words I really needed it. Imgonna try your suggestions

I creeped ur profile! You’re gorgeous and seem to have a good man. Sit and talk to him about your fears and let him reassure u. Find one thing to do everyday that makes u feel pretty, whether it be your hair, makeup, nails, etc. tell yourself 3 positive things about yourself everyday.

I understand! Be encouraged. This too shall pass. Talk to your husband about your concerns and let him reassure you. Be transparent! I'm sending my prayers and best wishes.

@takesma, I want pregnancy to be over. Every day is just one fear after another. Praying I don’t have contractions cuz my baby boy needs to stay in there. I can’t have contractions or the main blood cord will break and baby will die cuz I have vasa previa. Pissed because I’m on pelvic rest so I can even enjoy my heightened sex drive I have to fight that and just be horny and now I’m starting to have night mares about my husband cheating because I am not allowed to be with him sexually. He never would but my past keeps haunting me when I was cheated on before from my ex husband and never saw it coming and I was sexy and perfect then. Now I’m a needy ugly balloon that can’t hardly do anything because of all the restrictions. I know it’s because I’m making my son but I can feel him no one else can so its not as real to anyone else.

Don't be so hard on yourself! Embrace your pregnancy. Humble yourself.

@dandilioncalalilly You look absolutely stunning. Embrace your pregnancy and enjoy it. I'm 38 weeks and it's bitter sweet to know I will be parting ways with my belly bump. Make memories because once they are gone you can't get them back.

I hate seeing myself in the mirror.iwish I could not be disgusted it’s just a first reaction

Please, girl. Please stop thinking so negatively of yourself. You are growing a life. Your baby is growing every single day whether your bump shows it right now or not. Don’t compare yourself to other pregnant woman, every one of us carries babies differently. Your stretch marks are there to remind you that your body is changing to accommodate this life it’s making. You married your husband for a reason. Right now your brain is telling you that he couldn’t possibly find you attractive because you have gained weight or because you look different but it’s just not the truth. He obviously thought you were attractive enough to make this child in the first place, right? If he is still the man you married, he looks at your body in awe right now. Don’t focus on the numbers you see on the scale. I have a friend who is incredibly tiny compared to me and looks like a bombshell. I envy the way she rocks a crop top but every time I see her, she complains about her “stomach pooch”. Every person in this world looks at themselves and sees things they don’t like. But it’s only because we compare it to what we think is perfect. You are perfect right now because you are growing this little miracle. Every saggy boob, stretch mark and droopy flap of skin is worth it in the end. Keep it up, girl. You are doing great.