VENT /TRIGGER WARNING
Havent been on in forever but good grief who knew being a mom was so hard and it is like im a single one at that cause her father travels for work i dont get a break at all my family is no help after they begged me to move here so they could help. Im so stressed and depressed alot but that little girl has kept me from foing anything stupid i cant do that to her i love her to much and want so much better for her been thinking alot lately about my past/ childhood etc and then last week i rolled my car and now its so hard to stay calm in a car i get so nervous i shake i have an apt to go back to my doctor because i cant take it anymore even though i said i didnt wanna be on meds anymore :( after 2 years of taking nothing 😓 and being clean i jus aghhh i thought id be good cause ive raised and been around kids all my life but its not in the least ! Im telling you ... idk why my past has been popping in my head but the thoughts about being molested raped have been coming thru and all that then everything else happening if its not one thing its another ... sorry for how long ... almost 7 month old teething brat jus went to sleep
Комментарии
I know girlie! But you got this... We'll just be overbearing mommies.... Nothing major lol!
@kelley.blue ya i get that for real ive had flash backs all my life jus nothing like now and ya i worked in child care for a long tome as well and ya this sucks im jus so tired and hurt in my heart and shit
Oh honey that'll happen. Things that happened in my childhood started coming bk to me when I get pregnant with my first baby. So a lot things needed to be answered and it caused a lot of riff raff in my family. I honestly deal with certain things bc I don't trust men around my daughters outside of their father and my brothers. It's tough but we only want what's best for them and a lot of time that means no rest or real piece of mind for us lol! And I am a childcare professional (you name it, I do it) with several young family members but nothing prepares you for your own child. Keep up the good work mommy and I'm here if you ever need to talk! PS. I nanny, own a nanny referral agency, do special needs care... All while taking my toddlers with me. And their father works a lot.... So I feel your pain honey?!
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
I need to ask someone this have you literally regret having a child with someone. I love my daughter with all my heart but I really regret ever being with her dad.
My heart is so heavy writing this..Today at my 20 week appointment the doctor said her heart stopped beating.I made it so far and we wanted her so bad..Im just lost😢😢😭😭.Now Im being induced to deliver my sleeping angel.
Does anyone know what else works for a bad diaper rash ?? Idk why my baby is pooping so much but she poops at least 3-4 times after each feed & its making her rash worst. I dab when i clean her instead of wiping to avoid from irritating it & ive even tried changing the kind of formula twice. The poop is not even alot its probably like 2 or 3 little wet drops on the diaper but i feel so bad because i know that it hurts her. & ive triedd all these products !!
im just so mad at this point I baby sit my nephew EVERY DAY since he was born ... he doesn't listen to anyone.. Im having major tummy issues today been running to the bathroom and look what he's doing to my mother's stove and her spoons .. this happened in 5 minutes of me being in the bathroom.. im crying because I feel like he just doesn't care and no matter what I say to him or my family everything is all my fault
@kelley.blue lol yea i hear ya indont wanna be tho but i cant help it fr fr oh well i guess