VENT /TRIGGER WARNING

Havent been on in forever but good grief who knew being a mom was so hard and it is like im a single one at that cause her father travels for work i dont get a break at all my family is no help after they begged me to move here so they could help. Im so stressed and depressed alot but that little girl has kept me from foing anything stupid i cant do that to her i love her to much and want so much better for her been thinking alot lately about my past/ childhood etc and th...

KINDA long may be a trigger ** but jus some things going on

My baby is about to be a week old towmarro it's flown by so fast I'm still adjusting but it's starting to get better I love her so much tonight I will be leaving her with her dad to go to do our paper route he has been working so hard I wanna give him a break it jus makes me so nervous to leave he's still adjusting as well so it's like ahhh and if he were to fall asleep he's hard to wake up I told him he has to text me while I'm gone ...

Ugh so sore :( my back is killing me and everything else :( ugh so glad my baby girl is here tho she is absolutely perfect

So contractions! Will ur stomach tighten and u'll feel it low ? Cause my stomach wasn't tightening before now it is ? And it hurts like a bitch I feel like someone is trying to pull my spine out !

I'm so frustrated had my appointment today baby has finally dropped but still only 1 cm been haveing contractions and the doctor said they have to be up top not the lower ones -_- I know she will come when she is ready so please don't comment that !!! I know ! I bought pinapple and a mango cause a friend of mine said that will help I been walking but I hurt so bad jus walking now and contractions alot so idk what I wanna cry !!! What else helped some of y'all ? I'm 39 weeks and 3 days

So question guys how long after the baby dropped did u go into labor ??? She has finally dropped but I'm still only 1 cm :(

Agh bout to go crazy I'm so ready for this baby to come and it jus seems to be dragging on !!! I swear I mean I been crampy for 2 days straight my back is killing me I jus wanna cry !!!! I know shell come when she is ready ! But still !!!

Ok question of the day period like cramps ? Are those contractions or what ? I mean TMI but I've had diherrea since yesterday to

Dear lord I feel like crap my throat hurts my stomach is uncomfortable my back hurts and tmi --- diherrea again :( AGHHH I'm living in the tub today pretty much put laundry in and dishes in and watched some TV tub now when I get out they should be done hopefully some of this pain goes down !! 39 weeks towmarro baby girl u can come anytime that be great ! I love ur little wiggles but mom wants to hold u !!