The closer I get to the end of this pregnancy and even tho I really want her here. The more I realize I’m not ready. I need like 9 more months to prepare mentally 😭
@krs1415, I have everything prepared for her. But definitely not physically or mentally prepared. I started crying last night during some contractions because I’m not ready to go through labor.
Me!! I see all these girls on here who are only like 36w begging their baby out so soon and I'm like almost 40w and begging mine to stay in as loooong as safetly possible haha I am not ready either. Physically, mentally, and my house OMG my house isn't even ready for her and it could be any moment for me!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I totally get u doll. I broke down in my bathroom. Nd this is my first