Overwhelmed So far I can't not complain too much about pregnancy itself except for the morning sickness. Other then that…

Overwhelmed

So far I can't not complain too much about pregnancy itself except for the morning sickness. Other then that baby is good and I'm good physically. What's really been hard on me is doing it alone it's my first pregnancy I have supportive family and friends but it's not the same as having a supportive partner. It's been hard I still have feelings for him he was my first real relationship and we were together for over 4 years he chose to leave when I was 11 weeks because he had someone else already. As much as it hurt I respected his decision and I haven't asked him for anything and he has not once since he left tried talking to me to even ask about the baby. when I most needed his support he left. Now it's up to me to get myself together and prepare for baby all on my own. I know I have to be strong there's just times I feel lonely and overwhelmed. I just wish I could have my little blessing in my arms Already I know he'll make this all worth it. And sorry for the long post I just needed to vent some feelings out.