AF came

I'm just so mentally exhausted. I'm tired of trying so hard every god damned month. I'm tired of being told that it will happen soon. I'm tired of being told that maybe I'm trying to hard or not doing all I can. I'm tired of being told to think positive. I'm tired of symptom spotting every month and getting my hopes up. I'm tired of seeing pregnant people everywhere. I'm tired of Facebook announcements. I'm tired of I all. I'm just tired. ??