Heartbroken & Emotional

So I am going through the biggest loss of my life. On Friday morning, day after Thanksgiving, my aunt in which I’m very very close with didn’t wake up. She passed away in her sleep. There were no health issues, she had hosted Thanksgiving at her home, she was good. I can’t come to terms with this. Her and I were so close. She was the first family member To know I am pregnant each and every time. I keep calling her work to hear her voice. I’m devastated. I am scared this will make me lose the baby but I can’t help but feel how I do. I know I’m not eating or drinking the water I should be. I have no appetite. I try forcing things down because I have to but I just don’t feel it. And my crying spurts are so bad.