Rant: I do not have it easy
Yesterday I went to a friend's house, she has a baby boy just a few weeks older than Charlotte, but he was term. We get to talking about our babies, as moms do. And she says that I'm lucky to have someone taking care of my baby all day and night. That I have it easy because I don't wake up around the clock to feed her. That I'm not working and can spend all of my time doing what I want. I about lost my mind. Nothing about this is easy, I do not feel lucky. I feel terrible all the time. I feel terrible that I'm not the one taking care of my baby all day and night. I hate that when I get up in the middle of the night that it's to pump and not to bond with my baby. I sleep with my phone in my hand just in case something terrible happens. I worry all night. That is not a restful nights sleep. I don't have any free time to do what I want, I spend 12 hours a day at the hospital. And that is not fun. I am not lucky, I do not have it easy. Believe me, I would much rather have her home with me.
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Took this lastnight...and I'm not sure how I should feel. I've made a terrible mistake by having sex so soon after having a baby but it has made such a precious thing. I really don't want to have an abortion but my Fiancé does. I understand why he wants to go that route but I just would feel absolutely terrible about doing that. I cried all night...I really don't know what to do. PLEASE NO JUDGING IM ONLY POSTING THIS FOR SUPPORT.
Hi
I am into my 15 week now
But since last two days am not having good feeling....I just feel something is wrong inside wid d kid...all my symptoms r too less
Morning sickness is gone....Metallic taste of my tounge is also less....and I feel pain in my abdoman twice or thrice which is very minor though
What should i do i am very confused
Already have gone through 5 scans because of changing gynec
Just feel that untill i hear the heartbeat or see my kid i wont b ok....got sleepless nights
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