So scared :(

I'm so scared to lose my baby. Even though I'm close to my second trimester I'm still aware anything could happen. My biggest fear is a still born. I pray everyday and most days I can rid these negative thoughts from my head but sometimes they just consume me. I've never loved anything or anyone has much as I do this baby even though I'm not that far along. I'm a ftm so I'm scared s*** lesss. I just pray I make it to full term and get to meet my beautiful boy or girl. It would be the greatest gift.