(Thread Closed) So mad at my husband

He had a job, that he hated, making great money. Oh and I may sound like an ass, but I don't even care right now! He got offered a job, that is a significant pay cut, but would be a lot easier on him. Our agreement was, he first needed to check to see how much health insurance was so that we knew we could afford the pay cut and the second was that I would be ok with the pay cut so long as I didn't have to go back to work and I could continue staying home with our girls until they were in school (which has always been extremely important to me). Well he never checked out the insurance and it's nearly $900 a month and here we are and we can barely swing it as in we scrape by by the hair of our f*** ing chin. He still stands by his decision to keep this job and I'm going to have to look into putting our girls into daycare and getting a job, just so we can make as much money as he was making before. Yes, I'm being selfish and I really just don't care right now. How is it ok for him to do what makes him happy and I have to stand by that but now that I'm doing something I've been dead set against since before I even had children and I just have to deal with it, how is that ok?! He will be making more money in October but at the rate we're going we won't even make it to October. I'm so upset right now ????