Please pray for me
Or tell me funny stories!!! Or anything to help me!!! I'm starting to have a serious anxiety attack.
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And pp, I'm the same way. I'll have freak outs and panic attacks with him home too. I have to go to bed first or I won't be able to sleep all night. There's something about being able to unwind and put my mind at ease knowing someone else is awake in the house. I used to be WAYYYYY worse, I would take Xanax daily and I could be home alone in the middle of the day and I could lose my s*** . I had to stop watching all crime shows and anything negative or with violence.
He's a black lab mixed with a plot hound... So he's a howler and a barker. I keep trying to remind myself of that. LOL! It's 5:03am, I keep trying to tell myself people are getting up and going to work now so I should be in the clear. I hate how I'm this way, I wish I could deal with this better.
This weekend while I was going thru pictures with my SD she looks at a halloween picture from a few years ago and says "that was when I knew you were dating daddy. Because you spent the night." Lol yes but I was dating your daddy since June. She then goes "before you my dad only dated my babysitters. Isn't that weird?" I respond with "so dad paid his girlfriend to watch you, you mean right?" And she looks at me grins and says "he didn't pay her with money! He paid her with *raises her eye brows up and down real fast and makes a clicking sound with her mouth* I had to leave the room I was laughing so hard. I know its innappropriate for a 10yr old to talk about sex but I didn't teach her!
Also, I'm kind of obsessed with Frozen! I just watched it for the first time last week when DH bought the movie. Me and DD watched it twice this weekend and I went and bought the soundtrack yesterday. LOL!
Weird though, the CD player in my car doesn't play the songs in consecutive order. It's random, it goes from 2 to 27 to 12 to 30 to 4, etc. It's really annoying.
Hahahahaha!' That's too funny! I've never peed my pants but I did almost poop my pants driving home one day. It was the worst drive ever and I was in bumper to bumper traffic. I was in so much pain I actually contemplated doing it but all the outcomes of that scenario were not good!!
So last time I was pregnant I was shopping for groceries, its around the corner from my house.
Anyway, I had to wee soooooo bad. Got to the public toilets and they were being cleaned, I begged her to let me use the one the end that had been cleaned all ready and this biatch says no!! I was 35 wks so was no mistaking a desperate pregnant lady.
Only thing for it was to buy my stuff and leg it home. Which i did.....ended up pissing my pants halfway to my house. Wouldnt have been too bad except some mangy dog started sniffing my pissy pants and followed me all the way back. My husband saw me coming down the drive with this dog following me and hes like were you feeding strays again? I just burst out crying!
She does but I kept thinking she would have stayed up super late because we were over there and it would have taken her a while to settle. I was SOOO tired today I figured we would both fall asleep early but... I was wrong! :-/
Ugh! I'm so mad at myself for not just going and sleeping at my parents house. I was going to but it would have just been a pain with the dogs and DD. :-/
It's a windy night too so that isn't helping at all!! My lab is on the floor below me in his crate and every time he moves around, I freak out. I would have had him sleep in my room with me but DH would find out and get mad because he's allergic and doesn't allow him in the bedrooms.
Do you think I should turn my TV on to help distract me? The crazy side of me says no because then I won't be able to hear the noises in the house.
LOL! It's sad really, I haven't been shopping in a place that has mannequins in a long time. Haha! I usually only make it to target or TJ Maxx.
Haha! You in the mirror??
Ps - I literally just laughed out loud. Thanks! :-)
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Me and my daddy 😘😘😘😍😍😍
Did she delete or block me?
did she delete or block me ?
When we had storms, I used to have to console our lab. One time my husband had to actually get into the crate with this 6st lab to cuddle him through the storm! He was a howler too