Missing my dad.
My dad passed away in May. I miss him so much. My heart is broken and a piece of me is gone forever.It hurts knowing he died lonely. It was a sudden death and I didn't get to say goodbye. I hope he knew I loved him. I hope his soul is at peace. Sorry, I just needed to vent somewhere.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer. My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk outside without this information. Children of color are being targeted and killed too. It’s not just adults. I let my son know we treat everyone equally and with respect. I let him know that we love everyone for their differences. In every aspect. Color, race, ethnicity, religion, sexual preference we love everyone.
I don't even recognize my child anymore 😢 It's going to be a long couple months trying to straighten him back out. I just hope I can. He absolutely hates me for disciplining him. And apparently his dad has taught him a colorful assortment of cuss words 😡
Is anyone else just a total daddys girl? Growing up i wouldnt let any of my boyfriend meet my dad but thays my dad, i will still will not let anyone talk about my dad, disrespect him in anyways, like i will go beyond,
I need help!!! Something is wrong with my dog and I have no money or job to take him to the vet. I think hes dying idk
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I feel your pain. My dad passed in April. Today has been a hard day for me, as well. I'm sorry for your loss. You can vent to me if you'd like. It helps sometimes to just feel it and get it out.
Marie·
Thank You. I'm sorry for your loss as well.Today has been one of those days. I just feel like I can't talk about it to anyone because they don't know what to say. They don't miss him like I do. My two younger brothers are also hurting but, I'm always the strong one for them. This is definitely the hardest thing to go through.
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happy thoughts and hugs. we lost my father in law in april...it was very unexpected and abrupt. death is hard, and the grieving long. hang in there.
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My dad passed in April. I want to call him every day. It really really sucks.
Just keep remembering the good times.
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I'm sorry for your loss, but even if he can't talk back that does not mean he isn't listening
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I lost my dad in march exactly 1month after I found out I was pregnant I hate it that my dad wont be here to see my dd
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I was home from my freshman year of college on Christmas break when my daddy passed away December 22, 2009. My son is due within a week of his passing. Im having a boy that will have my daddys name. I was so happy and so upset when I found out I was pregnant. My daddy won't be here to welcome my baby boy with us. A few weeks ago I had a dream that my daddy handed me my baby boy. He didn't say anything he just smiled and walked away. I believe my daddy met my angel long before I will have met him in December. Miss my daddy every day. God Bless you and Im here if you need to talk
Marie·
My last conversation with my dad was on mother's day. He called me to wish me happy mothers day. I keep trying to replay the conversion in my head. We were joking on how I might give birth on his birthday which was 6/18. My due date was 6/28. We talked about names and he told me he will look in the bible for one. He passed away that following Friday. His heart just stopped as he was walking up his apartment stairs. He was only 47. Thank you ladies for listening. I'm waiting for sometime alone to have a good cry. I don't want to upset my kids. Thank you for listening and it brings comfort knowing I'm not alone.
Marie·
Wow Erica, what a nice dream. My husband also lost his dad. He tells me I will dream about him. I haven't had any yet. Congratulations on your baby
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I'm sorry for your sudden loss. A daddy holds a girls heart. Sending you lots of love.
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I'm sorry for your loss. Keep your head up, but it's ok to let things go and just cry sometimes. Ask your SO or someone else to watch lo, pop in some headphones, turn up your music, and go outside and cry. Idk, it always makes me feel better. Afterwards I feel a little peace and am glad I got it out. When I cover my emotions is when things blow up. Stay strong
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My dad died last February and it was sudden.
It felt terrible, he was always calling me his baby and wanted to hug me all the time and be needy.
Being a rebellious 19 year old, I resisted it and told him to treat me like an adult, not like a baby
I regret it every single day. I honor his memory though and know that he know I loved him.
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OP my daddy passed in February suddenly from a massive heart attach. It's been so hard to deal with. I know exactly how you feel. I still cry and get those hard lumps in my throat from hurting so much. I miss him sooo much! I'd do anything to see his face again. My daddy was also only 47. I feel your pain honey just make sure that you do grieve and try not to hold it in. When you aren't around the kids just let it all out. Try and talk about it to someone you trust. Good luck hun I hope you feel better soon!
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I'm so sorry for your loss . Remember to grieve about it , because its dealing with the emotion . Your daddy is still with you at heart . For it is not goodbye forever , just farewell for now . Time heals all wounds , stay strong .
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I am so sorry. I lost my dad a week or so after I found out I was pregnant. I think of him everyday. I still talk to my dad and little things happen to let me know he is still here watching over all of us. My son was born last week and is in the nicu with pneumonia. Even though I am not with my son, I KNOW my dad is right there holding his grandson in his arms and helping him get better. Hugs and love to you.
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My dad passed away just over a month ago....so i can relate!
Please allow yourself time to grieve....if you are mad, be mad....sad, then be sad....etc! It IS ok!!!
I am so sorry!
***btw....i started to write this with "i lost my dad", but erased it....i didn't lose him....he is still with me in my heart!!! I also feel he surrounds us as well!!!***
Hugs for support!!
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I'm so sorry.