**update!**
So I just got the call... all 3 of our embryos got to blastocyst! One hatching which is the one they will use.
Transfer in 5 hours ??
*update* 3 of our 5 embryos survived the thaw and are now 4 cell. they won’t check them now until tues 6th. Hopefully we will have something to transfer :)
I’ve decided now that on my birthday we are going out for dinner and I’m going to have my last taste of wine for a while!! ? (hopefully)
**update**
So Providing our embryos grow then transfer booked for 6th March. AHHHHHHH ???
Next time I post on here I’ll put that as my caption ?
Is it silly that I want to be able to say that some doctor got me pregnant on my birthday ???
Thank you ? can’t wait. we have 6 embryos so we have a good chance that we’ll have one to transfer ??
I had a scan this morning. They said all looking good. Back on Monday and they are thinking transfer will be Friday 2nd. (Which is my birthday!!) and I couldn’t think of a better way to spend it. having my little embryo back ?
L-cubed congrats on the bfp! you’ve been through a lot to get there. Wishing you al the best through your pregnancy ?
It’s emotionally exhausting but we are all tougher than we think ??
I feel you and totally emphasize! I used to get so obsessive and track my symptoms and be religious about it. Now, I’m still obsessive. Lol. But like you... I don’t get completely emotionally invested. It’s hard but I try to celebrate the milestones that I accomplish for them individually. So for now I have a BFPon 6dp5dt darker than yesterday. And tomorrow I’ll celebrate hopefully another win. But I stay cautiously optimistic. I swear I think that phrae was specifically invented for fertility treatments! Lol. And then when I take my beta, I stay positive and hope for best but if bad news... I resign myself and accept it wasn’t meant to be this time! So hard to do for reals but 8 IUIs and one IVF cycle has taught me that. I looked up miscarriage percentages to keep them in mind so I am not too surprised. But I still let myself feel the joy of each milestone!!! Ok, I’m done blabbering. Lol. Baby dust to all ?♀️!
They told us that we wouldn’t have to pay again because the transfer hasn’t actually been done. I will have to pay for meds again tho. I guess it depends what clinic you are with??
I’m back on Friday for another scan so hoping that it’s ok. I have learnt a lot from this tho. And that is to not over think things!! I worried so much about the scan. Then got myself all excited and was literally planning my due dates. ??♀️ then it was bad news then it changed to good news. Like I need to just stop and let things happen rather than thinking too much. I’ve accepted that it’s out of my control and I just gotta take it as it comes!
are you allowed to get on rollercoaster ride at a fair at 6 months

Can’t wait to have my prince in my arms. My mood is like a rollercoaster and my whole body aches. Im done 😩😩😩😩
no one can scare me I'm pregnant with twins.. this is definitely an emotional frickin Rollercoaster 😂
Sorry for my constant mood swings. I know I've been a rollercoaster.. We can just blame it on the stress, depression, anxiety, meds and period being due soon.. But thank yall for taking this ride with me.🖤
Good luck !! ;)