so sad :'( I'm feeling so down today. With Alisa in the nicu its so hard. I just want my baby to be home. She's doing…
so sad :'(
I'm feeling so down today. With Alisa in the nicu its so hard. I just want my baby to be home. She's doing better everyday but, I just want her with me. Then to top it all off iv never felt so much distance with df... if that's even the word for it... like my Dr gave the OK to continue making love but it hurts so much! I thought I was going to rip open. Then I started to cry bc it hurt and he was feeling really bad an kept apologizing. I just want my normal life back with my daughter here. I haven't been so sad... :'( I cry myself to sleep at night. I feel like my life is falling out around me.. I figured my emotions would calm down a lil after birth but so much is being thrown at me. Everyday I leave the hospital I hold back my tears. I feel the lump in my throat and I just hold it back. Everyone thinks I'm just being a "drama queen". But my pain is real my heart hurts and i just dk what to do anymore....
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What your feeling is completely normal. When my son was in the NICU I cried everyday. It was the worse 10 days of my life. Just know that your baby is getting stronger everyday and he will be home before you know it! I wish you luck sweety ?
Chantilly Lace·
Its so hard. She is going to be their for 4-5 more weeks. She was a preemie at 31 weeks born. Leaving is the worst feeling ever. I feel like I'm abandoning her. She cries when I leave and that makes it so much harder.