Ultrasound
Is anyone else not excited about their ultrasound, just nervous? At every ultrasound I've had my doctor has told me that my baby died. I don't think I can handle that again for a fourth time. My first ultrasound is August 9th. I hate that I can't feel excited.
We've had two scans so far with this pregnancy and each time we're ?, though so far everything has been fine.
Last week the receptionist at my RE's office saw I still looked a little upset after the appointment and was sympathetic... today she asked when I was going to "turn (my) frown upside down and just enjoy it." Husband and I are hoping it will get easier once we get beyond the 11 week mark.
Husband broke my heart a little today. The doc was doing the initial scan before you turned the screen to me, but husband could see it clearly. I saw him start to look, out of habit, and then just immediately drop his head and close his eyes. I thought he was going to cry, which made me want to cry, of course.