Past two days baby girl has been fussy and crying every time I put her down. Idk if it’s because we’re back at home and not with my parents? But today I was getting so frustrated.
Of course felt so guilty afterwards. I just want a break. Was suppose to celebrate Mother’s Day today since bf had work on Sunday. That plan went to shit cus we got into another argument... they’ve been coming every week.
I am tired. And sad.
I feel resentment.. and I don’t know how to get over it...... 😭
I feel a BIG gap in my heart. I feel so lonely today. been crying all day.... =, (

Okay y'all I have been taking pregnancy test every 2 days since 10 days past ovulation...the first was a bfn, the second I thought was an evap.. Then later learned if it does not wash away with water then it could possibly be a positive. Well I still didn't believe it or trust it. And today I get this, what is itt???? I am 5 days before my expected period and this was with my second urine today?
So about 3 weeks ago I had a miscarriage... I haven't posted about it as it's been a crappy few weeks and been getting my head around it all.. well today I've been having clear mucus when I wipe (tmi sorry). It's been happening the past few days, I've been tired, appetite has been up and down, bloated etc.. I know the right thing to do is take a test but how long after a miscarriage is it possible to be pregnant? I'm not sure whether it's just ovulation that could be happening.. I'm so confused😩

Just wanted to provide an update! Looks like this IS my rainbow! Test to the far right was from today, every day the line gets darker and darker!
I need people to remember i will not be pregnant for every so keep that sane energy ur givin me 2 months n 27 days