You guys i am going to have a mental breakdown .. I went to the hospital thursday with a fever diarhea and bad stomach pain . come to find out I havr endomertitis and c diff .. No one can visit me I am miserable and in so much pain i feel like there is no light at the end of the tunel I am having a mental breakdown
@ss3mom they dont know how long i will be in here I cant eat without pain so I'm trying not to eat to let my gut heal a bit . im so upset ive read alot of story's and c diff almost always comes back now I have to be superrrr careful to never give it to my children I feel like ive failed my self and family
And they can’t come to see u right? I’d imagine they can’t come to the hospital. That really sucks I’m so sorry momma hang in there. As long as you’re getting treatment it shouldn’t be too much longer in there right?
Oh no c diff?!? That’s terrible. Hope you’re feeling better soon!!
@minirn im worried to go home with the kids being there . I been on antibiotics since Thursday night
I'm sorry but the more you stress the slower you heal. If they follow preventive precautions they will be okay.
@minirn I know and no one wants to take a chance so no one is coming up .I miss my kids so much I'm gonna have a breakdown
Just try and remember there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel girl even if you can’t see it ❤️
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Oh honey u haven’t failed your family!! Don’t put that added stress on yourself. Just rest up and get better