Message me if you need to

@lavender13, true that. you can always message me. and i agree, i drank a lot before pregnancy and i had the craving the whole 9 months, it disgusted me but habits are habits.

@avasmommy03, thank you

Don’t be shamed love your taking steps to make sure your okay witch will make raising your baby easier your a good momma continue to be strong love 💗

@boymamachronicles, im trying but old habits are just hard to break. only thing stopping me before was being pregnant. i’ll try to hold out until i can get medicine hopefully

@avasmommy03, yeah i have an appointment thursday. i’ll talk to my dr if i can get over the shame

there's other ways to cope mama. i can recall 5 times that i sniffled and cried while nursing my son, wiping tears off his arm, him waking up every time i inhaled deep choking on my breath. sometimes i just needed to take a shower and cry. go outside, breath in the fresh air and cry. sometimes that's all we can do, emotions can be bottled up but they can't stay that way. it's okay to cry. and if you want to stop breastfeeding for your usual ways of coping, please do, you're thinking of your baby first and that's great mama. do what's best for you, there's therapy, there is medication, and there's also us on mom.life that you can talk to. no promises it'll change your life but we can help.

Do you have someone to talk to have you spoken with your doctor these feelings are very normal after birth my inbox is always open I may not know much but I will be a listening ear if you need to talk

@avasmommy03, it’s not just that i want to drink n smoke for fun. more of a coping thing. i probably need antidepressants

Keep breastfeeding momma don’t give up that formula ant specially made for that angel like your milk is ok,i know it’s tough I did it for 9 months but your strong you can do it if you want to have a drink get test strips or pump and dump to assure your clear